Irreproachable Opinions

Migrane..

2011-08-08T23:10:00.002+08:00

OMG...these headaches are literally worsening......Decided to bend the rules a bit n crap it all out here. Lets see..really bad headaches, trials in 27 days, my add math n chem still sucks.......and i'm dreaming that you forgave me.....damn this infernal mind of mine.

The seriousness spikes

2011-07-17T21:56:00.002+08:00

Okay now its full on all the way here. Trials are in two months and SPM in 4. By the grace of God and by my willpower shall I do well in facing the gateway to the yellow brick road. All the best to those sitting for testes out there too, be it on paper or otherwise ;)

Goodbye note

2011-06-21T23:01:00.002+08:00

6 more mondays till you leave. Should I tell you those three words that have been on the tip of my tongue when I found out? I don't want you to leave here feeling like you've left something behind. And yet, I still really want you to know. Silly me to expect you still feel what we did all those years ago. But it wouldn't hurt to take a shot right? Well, lets see what happens.

Rain on my parade

2011-05-07T00:33:00.002+08:00

The first test of three starts in a matter of hours. shit. Hope I'm in better shape than I was last time. Gotta push aside all the other...problems I've been encountering. God help me

Unknown

2011-04-26T23:46:00.003+08:00

and for once, in her overplanned, good-girl life, she just didn't give a damn.
she's sick of those who bully her, claming it's for her own good.
she's tired of trying so hard to just satisfy everyone's expectations.
she's done believing he still has a chance.
she's sucked it all up.
she's gonna let loose all that shit held inside her and have a blast doing it.
she's gonna work hard and show everyone just how awesome she is.
she's me :)

Heartbreaker

2011-04-23T00:16:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry for breaking your heart. Seems my judgment has been clouded by past events. But I'm pretty sure of one thing. You like me more than I liked you. I think I'm making up all kinds of excuses not only because this year holds my future but also because I'm afraid to get involved again. I've never expected to get so worked up about the previous arrangement and just screw my trust in significant others up. Looks like he really rocked my world. But, priorities first. This year is no time for whatever bullshit I'm stirring up about affairs of this stupid little heart of mine. All I can do is just apologise to you, pick myself up and set everything straight before its too late. I can't guarentee what will happen after that..

Invisible Tears

2011-04-08T23:28:00.003+08:00

God have mercy on me not to feel the pain I have felt today ever again. If I cry like that another time, my heart will squash itself to death.

Pas plus de chance à la réconciliation

2011-03-24T22:58:00.009+08:00

En vous voyant fustigé m'a fait pleurer, pas plus se cacher derrière ce sourire. Je suis vraiment désolé pour ce que j'ai fait, même si je ne suis pas celui que vous ont parle même pas. On dirait que je suis encore tenir, même après son tout a été dit et fait. Vous ne voyez pas? Je suis pratiquement crier!Je sais que je suis allé trop loin quand je vous responsable de tout, alors qu'en fait, vous vous sentiez la même chose aussi. J'ai versé quelques larmes, j'ai caché mes craintes.

Maintenant, pas plus, parce que je veux que vous sachiez. Je suppose que je cours réagi quand j'ai vu la façon dont vous faisiez, ne sachant pas votre mascarade a été beaucoup plus convaincant que le mien. La vérité est, je suis jaloux quand d'autres filles pouvaient parler si bien de vous quand je ne pouvais plus.

Je vais le dire ici, en français, en raison de le dire à haute voix sera juste blessé. Peut-être que vous ne parlez pas de moi, peut-être vous. Mais la dernière fois que je l'ai fait, je viens de tromper que vous vouliez dire moi et douleurs inutiles ont été infligés. Donc, je vais le faire comme ça et j'espère que vous savez que je parle de vous, la quatrième personne liée. Pardonnez-moi de penser que nous pourrions encore avoir un avenir ensemble. Le fait est, évidemment, I miss you terribly.

This may come out weird when translated.

Distorted Mind

2011-03-23T23:25:00.002+08:00

Oh my gosh......Feels like I've been screwing everything up this year....I guess spur-of-the-moment voice outs have really up and bit me back in the ass. Whatever pain I felt I've just spewed it out onto whatever I could blame save myself. I'm really sorry.... Looks like some people's life would be better off if I weren't in it. Justified much? Well, u've seen some of my darker colours. It's only right if you'd hate me for it. In fact, i'll thank you for allowing me to expose this side of myself, because now i know i truly am screwed inside

And darkness fell

2011-03-05T00:45:00.002+08:00

For a moment there, I could feel the depression slowly sinking back into me...Its gonna be more terrifiying this time, especially with so much at stake. Let's just hope my new-found interest in fire dancing will not cause much damage. On second thought.......let it :D

F*ck this

2011-02-23T22:37:00.005+08:00

Can't drop accounts? After we all took the trouble to get the damn letter done complete with our parent's signature and all admist a freaking ton of homework...you accuse us of making a deal with each other to drop the damn subject cuz we're f*cking quitters and laugh at our grammatical mistakes.....Well F*CK YOU! What damn package are you talking about? I don't remember signing any damn letter? And what do you mean by we ALL agreed to take accounts? I NEVER AGREED! And btw, didn't it EVER occur to you that we all have the same thing to say? Just because we posted the exact same contents, you laugh at us. i will repeat WE ALL HAVE THE SAME THING TO SAY!

"oh, accounts is VERY beneficial! you can take over your dad's business!" HELLO?? We DON'T WANT to do business! We're in the f*cking science stream. Just because the damn B class filled up the science/accounts class, my damn class voted to take accounts too,thus erasing EST from the list. No offence but SCREW YOU WHO WANTED THIS!i'm not over-reacting. And teachers of the D class. What the hell does add math have to do with accounts? Now they can't drop something that has absolutely NO USE for their future too. The government clearly stated that the minimum subs for taking are 6 and the maximun is 10. SO WHAT IS WRONG WITH TAKING ONLY 9????? Coperate asses who are too f*cking lazy to pick up a pen..

"Profitable package!" MY F*CKING ASS. I wanna do jounalism. The only reason I'm in the science stream is because I want to do biology too. My damn school does not offer anything close to what I really want to do. Not even English Lit. cuz they're all to damn dumb to figure out the difference between a sonnet and a rhyme. FTW (yeah I mean THAT). f*ck you B.O.D! :)

Dancing in the dark.

2011-02-19T21:07:00.002+08:00

As she twirls round and round in her midnight blue gown

Her shadow casts an eerie silhouette over the walls and furniture

Concealing even more what lurks in the dark

But no darkness can be compared to what lies in her heart

Not of evil but of loneliness

Strange isn't it?

For someone as clairvoyant as her

She's got nothing to complain about, for her life is contemptible

And yet still, a strange feeling overwhelms her

Like something's missing from her otherwise good life

But strange no more that feeling is!

Because she knows what the missing piece of the puzzle is

A lost key to the lock of ice around her heart.

She cares not for the key anymore, for the one who holds it carelessly put it aside.

The chain of ice will melt, with or without the key of warmth.

As for when that will be, she will continue to do her dance in the dark till the time comes.

A trip down memory lane

2011-02-16T23:35:00.009+08:00

won't hurt, right? Seems like all the songs that have managed to get stuck in my head have something to do with reminiscing the times when everything felt so right and making me wonder if it can happen again. But you know what? Reality bites you in the ass and tells you to suck it up. Prove me wrong if you can 'cause I'm really hoping there is still comfort in what's to come down that road.

Open Houses!

2011-02-15T22:48:00.002+08:00

Yay! I managed 2 go to some open houses today!! XD I first went 2 sk's house after a mess up in transport :p (damn I really need 2 start learning how 2 drive) anyway, we all went 2 des's house for the original plan. MAN it was huge! haha XD. I was ooh-aah-ing every deco! Lol.....anyway, a lot more of our friends started coming so it got pretty crowded :) haha we had lots of fun playing with des's koi fish by throwing in food while others were busy trying to scare us by pushing us in Xp....his mum was so nice by giving us coffee (WOOT!) and snacks ^^.......ayway, I had tons of fun walking bare-foot all over the place...even the garden XD too bad I didn't get to take much pics cuz my cam battery suddenly died =.= anyway (o crap..starting with the "anyway'"s again Xp) one time we were like just walking around the hse, des's parents called us down 4 tea the khai came kacau me (as usual..:p) the suddenly he said "I carry u down ar" so I played along cuz he usually will slap my forehead instead. and the, he actually carried me! XD lol for a split second it was like WTHECK!!!! but then I realised I hadn't had this feeling in a looooooooooooooong time...hehe :D..LOL...of all people...why the one that abuses me??? 0.0.........lol after tht, most of them went off for basketball so me,des,ky and taro stayed back cuz we had to go home early...so then we helped his mum tidy up and sat down n talked bout power rangers and ultraman n godzilla....LOL!!!! hope another roundof fun comes up again soon! XD

Sum it up

2011-02-08T23:46:00.002+08:00

When you have gone through all that you have and are too lazy to explain, sum it up in two words. "Shit happens". :D

Hollow Victory

2011-02-07T22:38:00.002+08:00

Finally! There is a chance to drop accounts! I don't have 2 be so pissed up about the fact tht...oh well u know....now there is a beam of hope that we unfortunately not-so-smart people can get rid of that fly in our ointment......All we have to do now is to submit the letter.Hopefully the whoever's-who's-in-charge will not reject the application this time. In my dark fantasies, I would've already "dismantled" that person's big shiny car engine with a home-made grenade. :) wish us luck!

Dream Invader

2011-02-05T22:20:00.003+08:00

Alright....most of the things in my life are already screwed up enough and now my dreams are being haunted too??? By you of all people? Why? Is it because I've been fantasizing too much about a knight in shining armor? So much that I end up being too helpless until you had to come to rescue me? Maybe I am...but I can take care of myself even if I'm dreaming of that knight. Maybe its a chance someone upstairs is giving you or maybe its just my stupidity in reading the signs......just...peachy.....-___-

Revamp

2011-02-04T22:06:00.001+08:00

Hmm....I think its time to give this blog another new look. :D

So, I've chosen my comic idol, Catwoman! XD Too bad the pic for the blog title's a lil' too small for my taste.....oh well, after browsing through hundreds of pics, this was one of the few I've found in a cool position without looking "sexy" and bashing stuff in...The background for my blog is based on another of my favorite female antihero, Harley Quinn. I tried looking for pics with both of them in but it all came out to be fan's artwork and both of them fighting....=.= oh well, I'm happy with it ^^

Blockage

2011-01-25T22:53:00.002+08:00

Oh damn edu system! I wanna drop a sub I'm not good in and guess what? "NOOOOOOOOOO. U've alredy signed the package form.." Go to hell man. I don't remember signing anything like that and besides, if I'm bad at it,I'll fail in it. And if I fail in it,teacher's gonna be upset. And if teacher's upset,she'll think I'm not putting enough effort in it. Well too bad I'm NOT like everyone else who CAN juggle it. Screw that man. >.< bloody acc. I have NEVER wanted to take acc from the start. But NO! majority thinks its a freaking free A. And now they're complaining about how stupid the format has become. DAMN YOU! Taking away EST because ppl who sat for the old system said it was hard. It's not my fault majority's English SUCKS so that they opted to take acc. So DON'T complain now. And THEN, there came the news where I could drop the stupid sub! But then what? Oh no. The damn system had to screw it up by stating that I had signed a letter whereby I opted to take the subs all the way 2 SPM. And then when I asked what about the SPM slip, they said "oh since u signed the letter, u have 2 sign up for that paper for SPM too." WHAT THE HELL? It's an optional repeat OPTIONAL sub! U can't force me to take whatever sub the hell u want me to take. Damn. There is no such thing as free will anymore. =.=

As if I wasn't crazy enough

2011-01-14T22:51:00.002+08:00

Oh jeez...........What the heck am I thinking?? I just sprayed a WHOLE packet of chili flakes onto my dinner n now my tongue is on fire and I'm crying.......I don't even take chili sauce!!!!! Its only the end of the second week of school and already I'm not thinking straight........oh God please help me!! I know I can't do it by myself so please send me a guardian angel.......great.......just awesome.........due to an unpredictable consumption of a whole packet of chili flakes, I think I've poisoned myself......my stomach's cramping up.......WTH right? People say be careful what you wish for but I wish right now for all these petty problems to go away because a bigger one will be coming so just take me now......cause obviously I don't appreciate life as much as I should.

Year End.

2010-12-26T22:55:00.002+08:00

Wooo~ end of the year is here again! And the only reason I'm NOT looking forward to it is because its SPM year next year...T.T....because bro's going on and on about getting a damn scholarship...even when he knows I'm not as smart as him or whatever....haizzz...............oh well, by the grace of God n my perseverence, I'm gonna get that thing.

ANYWAY, I'm currently in a small teensy weeinse dilemma cuz my bday is coming up n I have absolutely no idea what I'm gonna do or who I'm gonna hang out with......definitly will involve my best n longest friend for 10 years now, kho!!! XD ong its been a decade since we first met n now I'm like 3 years away from 20(go figure how old we were when we met ;P) n I just wanna say THANK YOU!!!!! for being with me through it all...I LOVE YOU!!!!! n stuff............haha ^^...hmm..I guess I'll buy some cheese doughnuts n watch Robocop till count down comes XD

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!!

People person.

2010-12-04T22:51:00.002+08:00

Nice people really exist! I was in Subang Parade today n I met one! WoW!! That's kinda sad.........thinking cuz nowadays we get soo surprised when someone actually smiles sincerely when they're working..... I was shopping for some shampoo in the Body Shop n then I stepped up to the counter to pay for it. The cashier was this man n he was kinda busy cause there were many ppl in the store. Anyway when I was at the counter, he really nicely asked if that was the only thing I was purchasing. And then........after he finished punching in the thing, he asked me if I wanted a bag for the bottle. As you may or may not know, I've been kinda pro-recyle lately so naturally, I declined. So.....he handed me the bottle with a smile and said "thank you for helping the environment." WOW!!!!!!!!!!!! How many cashiers take the trouble to actually say that nice and clear, let alone sincerely? Well, I have had the pleasure to have met one. I don't know if that guy had a good day,or if he was a naturally happy person, but to express this kind of kindness through public service is truly a blessing to customers who recive it. Since people like this are now so rarely found, I really hope people like that guy get a raise or a promotion. People like that deserve it.

The end.

2010-12-01T23:14:00.003+08:00

WOW! Its the first of december! Man......2010's last month..n I haven't had a cheese donut for almost two months!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! hehe. but seriously. I want one.

ANYWAY, I am really looking forward to Christmas!!!!!! Other than celebrating Jesus's bday, I'm gonna turn 17 one week later!! XD!!! YAY! BUT.....next year's SPM year........>.<......Pmr's like bullshit compared to this....If I don't do well as I'm hoping for, I won't be able to afford college...TT.TT..........damn it.......So I guess next year's agenda will be to p-a-r-t-y!!!!!! on new year's then study like heck for the following 9 months........omg I'm getting flabbergasted just thinking about it.........boo hoo....oh well, life sucks.

So, here's wishing Merry Christmas n get stuffed. Xp Peace!

Oh Well....

2010-11-28T01:38:00.002+08:00

Ah heck with that! Its almost 2011 already and I have lost so many friends in 2010 alone............ So... Heck to that! I'm turning 17 and I'm moving on! I don't care if you do or don't talk to me anymore. All I can say is "your loss,dude". Peace out

Heck.

2010-11-23T22:27:00.002+08:00

I know what happened was hard for both sides.

I just don't understand why we had to deny something wonderful had happened between us.

Truth is, I never can forget.

But I will move on.

I may not know when, but it's gonna happen.

I just wish you'd talk to me like we were still friends.

You expect me to forget all about it like it never happened.

Well, it did, okay?

But you completely shut it out.

Thinking talking to me or even looking at me will trigger the slightest bit of pain.

Let me tell you something.

It will never go away.

Not talking to me won't make a difference.

It'll just still hurt me.

I may be sounding selfish.
Not knowing your side of the story.

But I'll say it.

I miss you.

Heck, I don't have to love you to miss you so this feeling will probably stick around for a while.

What the heck.

If you can't get out of my life,why don't you just play a different part instead?

After all, you said we should get to know each other better first.

Screw this man!

Stupid girly feelings.

-.-

Dead???

2010-11-19T12:06:00.003+08:00

Wow......it been quite some time since my last blog...........anyway..........haven't been doing much recently..........holidays juz started three days ago........lets see what I've done so far......

taken LOTS of photos.....
painted my nails bright green as a support for eco-friendly substances...
watched Megamind with some friends.......
went "christmas" shopping (started at mydin,kl........I think my guard was up so high,God must have seen the tip of my sword...:p)
attended add maths extra classes cuz I only got an 18% for d final term Xp
got sick........flu...fever....flu.....sore throat.....flu again.....now am hacking up phlegm..
slept like everyday.....interval naps every now n then...
on pills for like 3 days.

Welll...there's not much more to say.......xcept I REALLY want a CHEESE DONUT right now.....oh poo..>.<.....

Okay.....

2010-10-08T23:04:00.002+08:00

Fine,fine...........I'll let you out of my head. But please leave your pain behind so that I know you're happy out there. :)

huh.

2010-10-06T16:48:00.001+08:00

Would it be wrong to say I miss you?

Aftermath

2010-09-26T16:09:00.002+08:00

Its not the disaster that hurt the most.
Its the aftermath that's toast.
To bounce back in life's hard,
Cuz the pain is still there like a shard.
Straight shot,
Hurt alot.

A message tho', sown today,
Gave me strength not to sway.
A seed for the soul,
Purer than gold.

Now the path lies straight,
Narrow but true.
I can only dream,at the end, to see you.

Blue Dress Craziness

2010-09-25T11:25:00.002+08:00

Haha. Well, I can officially say the hardcore tomboy in me has somewhat subsided....lol.......cuz the most crazy thing I have done so far in life was for a dress........O.O............haha surprisingly......anyway here's the story!

It all began on the day I went 2 Pyramid with some of my best friends(pics on FB) and were clueless on what 2 do that day.....literally....we had absolutely no idea what to do, what to eat or when to go home aso! =.=....Anyway, cuz of my unusual taste buds that day, I suggested to eat at Esquire..hehe cuz I felt like eating stir fried long beans n fried sauce noodles XD....... after that, we went 2 play pool ^^.......only me n khai sheng were experienced players so mostly we were trying to kick each other's butt XD.......but then we decided 2 do teams so I paired up with kho while he paired up with kar yern.....had loads of fun ^^..LOL kar yern made the ball fly off the table again...thank God it didn't hit me this time Xp...........then khai sheng wanted 2 go to starbucks but me n the girls wanted to go to Kitschen.....heehee........n thats where I found that blue dress....XD...at first sight I was like "yea!! must try THAT on!! XD" haha so I did n................damn! I looked hawt!!! (eh dun call me perasan,I'm a girl for heaven's sake.....) haha as usual took a pic XD!! after sum other clothes we got tired n went 2 Pancake House...........then went home...

Man this post is long >.<>

Anyway, I went home n bragged about it haha XD.............a few days later, my mum decided 2 make me a deal cuz I was as usual, slobbering over my holiday hw......>w<.....so she said she will buy that blue dress for me if I manage 2 finish my moral folio by saturday...n by then it was friday afternoon.........so I was like WTH? okay........haha...n the craziness began at 11 pm that day. I stayed up till 6 am (which is extreme even for me) to finis that bloody folio. all through the night I was doing essays, listening to hitz.fm n playing Block'd on my phone to maintain late or rather... early morning sanity....haha now my head n eyes hurt, my shoulder's aching, my stomach's upset but..........................I GOT THAT BLUE DRESS!!!! XD!!!!!!!!!!!!! felt dizzy n tired for a few days but am now in complete bliss haha :D

Its not what you get that counts,its what you do ;)

You know what?

2010-09-07T22:07:00.002+08:00

I am soooo ticked off by alot of stuff nowadays...-.- now I can just go......

ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*phew*

Now.....cannot...still must scream.......*HTW!!*....okay..haha...temporary sanity is back........=3=......seriously...if u wanna go out...get ur timing rite!!!! C'mon lah 2mr wanna go out 2 day still nvr confim timing or who u wanna call out....-.-........then say wanna delay the thing but never tell everybody u'r delaying it......wth is the problem????....*head-bang*.......n I'm sitting here like sum dumb ass inviting ppl to sumthing which I THOUGHT had been already planned out....haiyo.....jeez can't anyboby get their stuff right? Not to say I'm perfect n all but c'mon lah.....-.-.....sry if I offended u but 4 some reason I just wanna scream at sumting....

Maybe its because of a certain sum1 who I haven't been talking to lately...n then when we finally do get to talk, u're busy....-.-......ok nvm..I've got other stuff to take you off my mind ^^......hardcore stoning XD!!!

Seriously,I'm fine ;)

Ouch

2010-09-03T00:05:00.000+08:00

Okay maybe you're a little harder to get over than I thought.......

Happy 19th Anniversary!

2010-08-21T22:36:00.002+08:00

To my beloved parents ^^ went 2 Windmill at SJMC thr ( dunno the area's name :p)......aiya me with a small stomach capacity only had a salad n a piece of fish from dad's plate...ahaha Xp....anyway....had loads of fun with family n aunt XD......bro ate a sizzling steak which like, burned him on d arms n in d mouth...haha XD.....ate bombe alaska for dessert....for those of u who don't know...its a egg white pudding with fruit cake, ice cream and alcohol........YAY!!!! got a little tipsy after that...hehe :P..sry 2 all my muslim frens...tak halal.....so u're gonna have 2 miss out on 1 of the great pleasures of the world...>.<......haha bro had 2 wear a bib before eating his steak...the funny part was tht the waiter put it on him instead of him tying the bow himself...haha we all called him big baby XD....took lots of pics (hopefully can be uploaded on FB soon ^^)

Today is also the day August exams finished (I know...a Saturday...WTH??) anyway...hopefully I'll only flunk 2 papers this term...considering all my subs are pretty much the meltdown trigger of my brain.....haha...anyway...in conjunction...off to maple world!!!! XD I'll be gaming all night long XD....ciaoz!!!!

This Saturday...

2010-07-31T14:25:00.002+08:00

Seems interesting..haha well it started off with me n a few frens going 2 school 2 paint the canteen.....it was really tiring cuz the bucket of paint was soo hard 2 open n had 2 stir n stir it until it was okay n all....we painted the bottom half of the canteen orange n the top half stayed white......I was like running all over the place getting water to thin the paint n stirring it then going round refilling everyone's pallets...by the time we finished...my pants were orange n white...but it was the school trek so I don't care...haha Xp.....

Now I am really tired n have caught the annoying heat cold..>.<....then gtg tuition at 3 n then come back study then go uncle's house for some dinner thinggy....hopefully I can stay awake for the vampire movie at 11 at night.....XD Ciao~

Rebound Song

2010-07-29T17:36:00.002+08:00

Haha and here I was thinking u'd take a looooooong time 2 get over :p......Well, I have found a rebound song 2 get me high on single-ing again XD here are my favourite verses from the song (although I love the whole song but I'm lazy 2 type the whole thing down Xp) Go Jason Derulo!!!! XD

I'm feelin' like a star

You can't stop my shine

I'm lovin' cloud nine

My head's in the sky

Told me get my sh!t together

Now I got my sh!t together

Now I made it through the weather

Better days are goin' get better

I'm so sorry that it didn't work out

I'm moving on

I'm so sorry but its over now

The pain is gone

I'm puttin' on my shades to cover up my eyes

I'm solo, I'm ridin' solo, I'm ridin' solo, I'm ridin' solo

Solo.

Beautiful Nightmare

2010-07-25T19:51:00.001+08:00

Oh no...you're in my dreams again.....

T.T

U8 Carnival n B'day Party!!

2010-07-24T23:24:00.002+08:00

Pheew............I am tired haha >.<................U8 carnival was good ^^...I didn't manage 2 do much tho'...even taking pics cuz I was running around,looking 4 ppl...anyway...my shift at the ais kacang stall was fun XD..before the perasmian we (my whole class) was stabbing the huge chunk of ice 2 get some blocks for the machine..man it was hard haha Xp.....ice shards kept flying everywhere so me n my sakai friend, jo joked bout kneeling down n opening our mouths so tht ice would fly in...which some did XD haha.................so then we went 2 the perasmian....which was surprisingly short.......then started my shift....I think the ice machine hates me or smt...it kept spitting ice chunks at my face when I was filling up bowls...o.o.........we kept looking at the clock 2 see when our shift was gonna b over cuz it was very tiring scooping n pouring syrup n ice cream all the time =w=........then I ran 2 4B's stall of rojak n HALO games XD....spent the rest of the carnival thr n went home early cuz very tired....skipped tuition!!!! yay!!! XD!!! Slept from 1 to 5 .....then got ready 4 Vaisha's bday at KFC (aiya 4got 2 try tht tortilla thinggy)..anyway...had lots of fun taking pics n playing with ballons....had a volley balloon war with emily n beh XD!!! Got lots of funny pics which I have very little time 2 upload on FB....>.<.....well.....keep posted!! XD....after tht...went 2 Station 1 to play pool......I hit 2 in!! XD haha...well....kinda sleepy now....1 a.m d....soo gdnight!! XD

Muackzz<3

School has its moments~

2010-07-22T22:43:00.002+08:00

Wassup y'all? haha XD school was soo fun yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for once haha ^^ because...................we dissected frogs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD yea I know..cruel n stuff..but hey....learn something! haha well for example...I've learnt how 2 be a videographer XD..my first project was 2 film the frog..you know....n then i wanted 2 interview the class bout it but my camera got kinda hot so I skipped straight to the funeral instead...........where I was coordinator......haha didn't do anything much actually...just tidied up the plot n said a small prayer thanking whatever we cut up for being our specimens.......I hope I'll have enough time 2 post the vids up on facebook when the weekend comes...oh yea thanks Taro for doing most of the surgeon-ing and filming the funeral ^^!!! Go japanese sushi chefs!!!!! HAHAHA XD

Well that's it for now :) hopefully I will be able 2 blog bout my school's carnival day coming up also XD ciaoz!!!

I HATE ADD MATHS!!!!

2010-07-15T17:14:00.001+08:00

Omg....T.T I friggin hate add maths....T.T....I know I'm supposed 2 be able 2 do them but my brain just auto-offs when I open the book T.T....shit la sure die in tiution tomorrow....got over 2 sets of paper nvr do yet......-.-...Goodbye!

In My Lala Land

2010-07-09T23:44:00.002+08:00

Man....I've been sooo tired lately my nerves are wrecked......Don't know how many times adi I've fought with my mum n stuff.......haizz.....well here's a random thing I just can't seem to take my mind off recently....

I've fallen out of love with humans and choose to turn my affections to soft toys instead..
For only they can still smile at me, no matter what I say....
Their shining marbles for eyes somehow make me feel safe inside....
Even the ones with thread for eyes, have a certain cuteness in their faces..
Seriously, I'd rather be in the company of toys and music..
Cuz none of them can hurt me the way you did.

Okay...I think thats it? haha I reallly do love soft toys now and I really want 2 get a Domo-kun a.k.a the brown tofu thinggy with the cute eyes n big mouth XD

Exam worsties T.T

2010-06-26T01:20:00.003+08:00

Oh well.....read the title....as some of you already know.... I have failed in my exam...........T.T........well some of them....but its heart breaking enough cuz now I am grounded with VERY limited time on the comp n Tv and of course DEFINITELY no chance of going out whatsoever.....haizz...........>.<......anyway...here are my results Xp

Bm : 60%
English : 77%
Maths : 72%
Accounts : 49%
Add Maths : 22% (1 point for grounding >.<)
Physics : 34% (another point for grounding...)
Chemistry : 35% (strike three...T.T)
Biology : 40% (ngam ngam pass leh!!! but had 2 beg teacher for 2 marks.....:p)

Well......that's it so far....didn't get Moral n Sejarah back yet...hopefully I don't fail those 2.....cuz after receiving the chem paper which was the latest....I broke down n evaporated to the cloud of despair.......haha.......well, wish me luck! I hope.....T.T

I love cheese donuts!!

2010-06-16T14:23:00.003+08:00

Well, as the title says...I have developed a new taste for cheese donuts...XD! It all started on sunday....when my mum n I were waiting 4 d bus 2 go back 2 selangor after an enjoyable week in my beloved grandparents house ^^........Anyway...I had gastric that day...>.<...hmm...I think it was caused by the U.S.A vs England match me n my grandma stayed up 2 watch...haha....so then I ran over 2 Donuts n Coffee in Queensbay cuz cannot tahan adi...haha...n for those of u who know me well....I love cheese...haha so, naturally...I chose something wacky sounding which wuz the cheese donut...XD....I had 2 run back 2 the bus terminal cuz the bus came adi...then I took 1 small bite of the donut and.................FUYOH!!!!!!! It tasted nicer than I expected n then I wanted more...haha XD......so then,the next time I went out which wuz the 14th...I, of course, couldn't resist buying the donut again ^^......but it cost 2.50 both times so...if I go out summore....most of my change will be spent on these delicious donuts XD haha!

After exams!!!

2010-06-05T17:47:00.003+08:00

Exams have finished!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for now...........=.=.............aiya 2 weeks of holiday oni....but still.......I get bored easily...haha Xp......so.......here's my list of activities planned..........

......................(stone?)
celebrate gen's bday ^^
................(stone summore)
TRY 2 tidy up room :p
Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep z_z (another form of stoning =p)
skateboard with Jo XD
.....................no hope of working out 2 tone up cuz basically........I'm a bum Xp
improve my photography skills XD

Well.......tht's all I can think 2 do during these 2 weeks..........so........hello couch potato ;p

What Am I Waiting For?

2010-05-27T16:18:00.002+08:00

Hmm............what AM I waiting for??? haha :P Well......since I'm SOOOO bored n whacked out cuz of mid year exams (mid year adi woo...damn fast -.-).....I decided 2 come up with a random list of stuff I can't wait 2 happen XD

And here is the list ^^

grow TALLER!!!!!!!! XD
get enough $ to buy heels if I don't grow taller >.<>
move out of Malaysia......
travel around the world with my cousin ^^
grow my hair long n then dye it XD
learn how 2 break-dance!!!!! woots!!!
tone up..(still not achieved -.-)
learn muay thai or sumthing that kicks ass XD...literally ^^
get LEGAL!!!!!!!!!!! ( which will be happening in 1 and a half years XD...p.s..... legal 2 alcohol only!!! XD)
shoot a parody vid with sum frens..( maybe this won't happen...T.T)

Well.....there you have it! some of the things I really want 2 do in life ^^ ciaoz 4 now!!!

The Stupid of Stupidness

2010-05-07T22:27:00.002+08:00

OMG......I feel so damn stupid................T.T......not just bout how my life's going but also what I've been doing to it........my gosh....I just wish I could wake up on day n everything will just go smoothly...but sadly...my life sucks......only dancing can take me somewhere pleasantly calming n hyped..but......reality's gotta kick in sooner or later.........so......see me through the storm please....

Crossing the Bridge

2010-05-06T22:24:00.002+08:00

Hey..........I know its been quite sometime since I have blogged about anything...haha.......lots of hw n stuff 2 deal with.....=.=........well......here's sumthing I read sumwhere n well...I can relate 2 it......anyway.....here's my side of the story...

Well we're both mutual, even now....

Cuz of the pain we feel,wishing it just ain't real....

You're the second soul that has turned me round...

Who said the 1st blow's the hardest found?

We may be smiling in the daylight..but only we know what's behind it....

I'm not angry,heck, why would I be?

U after all, made me see why there can't be a "we"

Getting over it will be a maybe almost impossible thing..

But we've got our own lives right?

Pity we can't be in each other's more than we would love

We can only pray for help from above....

I can't deny this scorching flame inside..

Burning me up, making me cry

This little glass heart has now TWO long cracks

Should I encase it in ice just to keep it intact?

This sucks, believe me

But I know what I'm doing (i hope)

And it may seem akward..but I hope i can help you get through this...

After all.....I'm "tough"...

Back but Blue~

2010-04-07T19:18:00.002+08:00

wassup....sry 4 not updating n all............it's been a crazy time n all....not much 2 say but....

U might say the mental state of darkness has descended on me..

Encasing me in a warm, dark shell...

Now a new skin has been shed,an a new being emerges from that darkness.....

That being is me.

Maybe I'm not what I turned out to be.

New life,new energy?

But this feeling of darkness can't escape.

Swirling around me like a torn cape...

It frightening and yet somehow comforting...

Cuz I know all I have is me,this crazy little thing..

Screams all around me,yet the one inside me is the strongest..

Battling torments,loneliness n most of all, rage..

Seems like not everything is meant to be..

After all, nobody understands me...

Not even you I fear..

Eventhough u mean to me so dear....

Call me crazy,call me weird,

I still take pride in what I hear.

This Janus is hard n sucks it all up.

White on the outside, dark on the inside.

A smile always does the trick to cover up all sides.

Take a look at me, and all u will see

Is a little lost girl, cooped up in her own cave.

For that's the only place where she feels safe

Eventhough there are monsters there.

The darkness is not all bad.

U won't see me suffering.

No Time La....

2010-02-27T13:35:00.001+08:00

Okay...1st term exam is coming up reaaaaal soon so no time 2 blog or post pix lo........bb.......

Pics~

2010-02-17T18:00:00.005+08:00

Okay here are the pics!! They're not in order so ok...thunder storm..gotta go

The beginning of the dinner started with praise n worship ^^

Here's after the dinner with a big family potrait :)
A family pic...me,bro,dad n mum ^^
Cousin's experiment with slow shutter speed on his DSLR.
Playing with sparklers.(courtesy of cousin ^^)

A heart shaped sparkle..managed 2 b captured by me!! XD

Ray of Sunshine~

2010-02-16T13:14:00.006+08:00

Well......things have been looking up since d CNY holidays started ^^............fight's with mum have been rare now........n CNY was good :D....had got bout 61 bucks in total ang pao XD but didn't spend it (saving 4 camera la Xp)....d yee sang this year turun quality.....salmon slices were too thick n not enough veggie.....but still....loved it

1st Day (CNY Eve) :

Went 2 Unc's house (dad's bro) 4 reunion dinner...Had lots of food but I only went 1 round of food cuz I was not really hungry..Xp..then saw my cousin's sons...damn wehy...he's only 14 n he's already taller than MY BRO!!!! XP...Imagine me how short d...T.T.....Anyway...had fun taking family pics with every1...the living room suddenly turned into a mini photo studio XD....then went outside 2 play sparklers with my cousins n neices XD (photos r coming up in next blog cuz now I'm using dad's comp =.=)

2nd day (CNY Day!!!) :

Went 2 church(sunday ma...n Valentine's Day aso!!! OMG!!!!!) haha ;P.....n met Aaron who's back from NS 4 CNY n Max who was bz taking pics of his frens who were arriving.. XP (check FB)....haha bro went 2 sit with ma parents so I sat with Aaron n Max..the sermon wuz not bad..but Max was bored so I poked him to entertain him Xp...he was suprised he was still awake! XD haha......Anyway.....Aaron gave me sum flowers sempena Valentine's Day!!!! XD haha (-^^-) haha...now currently drying them out in ma room so dun have 2 throw them away when they wilt :D.......again..I'll post a pic in ma next post ;P

3rd day (Ang Pow Day) :

Went 2 Ah Ma's hse (she has been residing in the cemetary 4 quite a few years now)....R.I.P...Anyway...went around wishing every1 Happy CNY n collecting ang pows....XD!!! My cousin as usual took pics of his kids n our whole family ^^.....Then all of them (uncs n aunts n cousins) decided 2 go 2 Ikea 2 eat the meatball dish (freaking delish!!!! XD) but my fam decided not 2 go cuz my aunt(mum's sis) came back from Ipoh n wanted to have lunch with us.......they used ME as an excuse cuz I had planned 2 go out with Aaron tht day...Xp....haha...so went 2 eat din sum with the fam n then I went 2 Sp 2 meet Aaron.....sial..he came late..Xp haha tried out the angry-cuz-you're-late expression but ended up smiling instead...-.- haha anyway...shoved him a bit then made our way 2 pancake house 4 a snack...hehe ate 2 blueberry pancakes then went to collect tickets 4 Tooth Fairy!! XD!!! haha since we had some time b4 the movie, we walked around abit n took a pic (2 actually cuz he looked funny in d 1st shot) n again...will b posted on d next post.... then went 2 popular 4 fun....why are all the music cds sooo frigging expensive??T.T....Anyway....I discovered tht thr're 2 more theaters at the othe end of the cinema..LOL..sat at d 4th row..(giler close 2 d screen!!) we joked bout sneaking up 2 rows 2 get better seats but ended up watching the movie squeezing ourselves into the seats we were in.....HAHAHA XD....the movie was great...Dwayne Johnson was in a TUTU!!!!!!! BAHAHAHA XD...n Julie Andrews was excellent ^^ still can't believe she's like over 70 weyh!!! XD n there was 1 dude...dunno his name.....but in the movie he was describe as "a walking toothpick with tuna eyes"....HAHAHAHA XP....in the end..both of us came 2 da conclusion tht 4th row from d screen wasn't tht bad after all...then we puzzled again on whr 2 go...then went 2 Carl's Junior(on d way thr..had fun trying 2 harmonize in songs like Amazing Grace n Everday XD) n got a drink (he belanja ^^) he showed me a couple of pics of his camp...LOL...the dorm looks like the houses u find in plantations...I hope n pray really hard I do NOT have 2 go thr...haha so then went 2 d bus stop n went home...really funny thing...his dad showed up the same time my dad did....hahaha

So...thr u have it...my CNY + Valentine's celebration...^^ Peace Out!! ;3

Cracked Pillar

2010-02-10T23:34:00.002+08:00

Okay.... things haven't really been going a-ok 4 me lately.....I have the feeling I'm being ignored for some weird reason..........n my mood swings have been happening more recently.....its like I'm a ticking nuke ya-know?...........crap............fights with mum are becoming more frequent............Its like, everywhere I go, I'm always kinda left out................T.T...............

This is how you remind me of what I really am..

Headache~

2010-01-18T18:10:00.002+08:00

OMG....giler sien la.......so much hw...stupid fb tagging non-stop...no life d.....T.T

Omaikiraie~

2010-01-06T15:29:00.003+08:00

Which means I hate u in Japanese..................Aiyo...since school started thr's been nth but trouble....T.T.....EST has been shut down cuz thr were only 2 ppl genuinely interested in taking it....me n my bball buddy,Kelzy....T.T...now I have 2 take bloody accounts bcuz the teacher says she hasn't got any letter from the Kementerian saying can drop subs or not....DAMN SHIT........simply putting it.....I HATE ACCOUNTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T..........................n I HATE BEING CALLED A GEEK..................William.....u will see the sun tonight............cuz I'll personally punch ur lights out....n u'll see a flash of my fist b4 it hits ur face.....man....seriously bad mood condition here......so...bye.....

Back 2 Da Shit Hole.....

2010-01-03T14:41:00.002+08:00

OMG.........Going back 2 school 2mr d.....T.T......Cannot blog as often as holiday time now.....-.-....FORM 4 LIAO!!!!! XP..........On top of tht summore....Aaron is going off 2 NS...T.T...gonna miss him alot......haha well, good luck n all the best yeah! ;)................Anyway....here's sumthing GOOD hehe.......I GOT AN MP3 FOR PMR!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tht means I got MORE space 4 songs cuz 180 will be in my phone...but 500 more will be in my MP3!!! XD Music Heaven is back babeh!! XD!!!! haha p.s I also got more place 2 hang the cute phone-chains I got 4 my bday on me ;P hahaha.....................maybe I'll put all my songs in the MP3 n keep the space in my phone 4 pics....hmm.....haha when it gets back from d doctor tht is ;P.....Oh well...gtg...prepping ma' MP3 for boring classes to come...HAHA ciao~ ;)

SWEET 16!!!!! XD

2010-01-01T22:02:00.003+08:00

YAY!!!! SOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! haha!!When New Year came (like 12.00) my frens who were at Desmond's hse count-down-ing called me n sang Happy Bday 2 me!!!!!!! XD!!!!!!! Then later...like 10-sumthing, I went 2 Pyramid to officially celebrate d big day ;)......HAHA Aaron was rite...going 2 pyramid at 9-sumthing in d morning IS insane....I almost couldn't wake up 2 get ready...>.< ....................Gen came adi....LOL......4 sum1 who celebrated New Year when it came.....she sure can wake up early....LOL..kesian her....she had 2 wait for me 2 finish my breakfast.....MORAL : dun plan 2 go sumwhere sooo early if u can't wake up ;P..................haha...............so then went 2 fetch Kho n then went 2 pyramid n met teik seng thr....sumthing xtra ;) on the way there' Gen gave me TWO presents..1 for Christmas n 1 for my bday........THANK U!!! XD........Anyway,since it was really early n the mall was STILL cleaning up from last night's countdown.....thr was not many places we could go to....so we walked round the mall like twice.........then we decided 2 go 2 the archery zone....only I played cuz the rest all still had their budget minds with them...:P (pics on FaceBook btw!).....After a while,Brandon came along n we walked around summore........Then we went 2 Asian Avenue n looked at stuff thr.............then from 1 shop there, Kho bought me a cool shiny lanyard ^^..then suddenly I got a tap on d shoulder n Kar Yern was thr! ahaha XP he gave me a card which had a really sweet letter 'bout our friendship n silly memories we had 2gether! ^^ soo thoughtful of u! ^^.............anyway after tht we went 2 look at the ice-rink (again)...........then I got ANOTHER tap on d shoulder n Aaron was thr......looking a LOT emo-ish.....at first I thought he was sleepy but then he explained 2 me tht he dropped his PHONE *face-of-OMG* lol..........so after tht, we went 2 Teppanyaki 4 lunch (I know..of all places rite? ;P) n almost all of us had chicken teppanyaki 4 lunch.....xept Bran who had beef n Kho who didn't eat anything at all........after a while....when we were all indulging on our food..I got yet ANOTHER tap on d shoulder (issit a new trend? LOL haha ;p) from Shaun!!He aso looked emo..but he was reaaaly sleepy cuz he had a New Year celebration until 5 a.m..LOL..... He gave me a nice red box as a present (didn't open it yet :D) Since he came a lil' late, Gen n d others decided 2 walk around a bit after lunch so me n Aaron waited 4 him :)...................after sum intro....the 2 guys started talking bout SPM papers (lil' left out :p) so then I decided 2 open d lil' red box...n found 3 cute phone-chains in it ^^ haha thank you!!! XD............after tht, we went 2 collect d tickets for d movie...AVATAR!!! XD sat between Aaron n Shaun ^^ hehe......had loads of fun comparing some scenes of the movie with other shows with Aaron XP..........I tell u...the graphics for Avatar is SUPEEERRRR CHUN!!!! XD haha the animators did an awesome job in creating the world of Pandora so beautifully.....^^... It gave me the feeling of seeing underwater animals n plants in a neon-lit forest tht is sooo cool!!! XD after the movie (which was kinda long but SOO AWESOME XD) Gen,Kho,Bran n teik seng went home early cuz they had dinners to attend to.......so me,Aaron,Shaun n Kar Yern who were left decided 2 go bowling.....but when we got thr...it was soo crowded...T.T.....so then we went 2 Carl's Junior instead n bought some drinks (hey Aaron do I still owe u?? LOL) then sat down n talked bout subs n teachers we were or already have faced....then Aaron had to ciao......he gave me a present b4 he left......it was a pretty blue phone-chain with a cute cross n heart ^^ thank you!! Ruffled my hair when he went XP....................haha XD.........Me n Shaun tumpang-ed Kar Yern home n then I came home n opened (re-opened some :p) the presents from my beloved frens ^^ n then went 2 dinner with the fam ;) at sum new place in Taipan opposite the Mcd thr......it was kinda like a mini Asia Cafe.......I ate a Korean pancake...1 of my most favourite foods from Korea ;P but couldn't finish it cuz I was kinda exhausted ....thank u daddy 4 helping me finish it! XP So now I'm back home blogging bout it n now I'm off to bed!

Thanks 4 d BEST bday ever!!!!!!(so far ;)

Year-End Game!

2009-12-31T17:05:00.003+08:00

PWOAHHHHH~ Its the end of 2009 adi...T.T...farewell 2 da best PMR year ever! haha anyway this means something awesome as well.......I'M TURNING 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sweet sixteen babeh!!!! but too bad Malaysian's legal age of drinking is 21......-.-......oh well....haha....going f4 next year o >.<.....the stupid nightmare or add maths,chemistry n physics is starting in 5 days already.......O.o........So......to have some good memories to accompany along that year...I'm going out 2mr!!! HAHAHA my BEST peeps Gen,Kho,Kar Yern n Brandon agreed 2 celebrate with me along with Aaron, Shaun n Teik Seng n we're going 2 watch Avatar!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha XD Its gonna b a BLAST!!!!! XD haha alite gtg 4 now! ciao~

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

7 A'S BABEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-29T14:16:00.002+08:00

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!! By the grace of God , I have achieved 7 A's!!!!!!!!!!!! YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Finally.............for the first time in my entire life................I GOT AN A 4 KH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!So...I went 2 celebrate at Pyramid in conjunction with Shawn's return from Aussie ;D.............We went 2 watch Sherlock Holmes (damn good show XD) after leaving shi kin,edwin n brandon at the ice rink....I din go ice-skating this time cuz I injured my leg doing something stupid................like climbing a cupboard without the aid of a chair.....LOL....Anyway...when we all arrived at the cinema...only KH was late cuz he took bus.....LOL .......private transport : 1 , public transport : 0..........LOL............haha..........we all had 2 get side seats cuz all the best middle-row seats were taken.........0.o..........not that bad......maybe I'll do the same on my b'day ^^..............So then after the movie we went 2 Kim Gary's for lunch......silly me elected myself 2 take every1's order...........we ended up missing KY n brandon's lunch...........SRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KY ikat perut while brandon was munching off every1's left overs...........haha...........we took like half an hour 2 settle the bill cuz all of us had Rm 50 notes n no change..........LOL.................then we went 2 karaoke!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Had an outrageous time singing songs like Single Ladies by Beyonce!!!!!! XD!!!!!!!! Then I had fun showing off in songs like We Belong Together by Mariah Carey n Ain't No Other Man and Beautiful by Christina Aguilera!!!!! XD!!!!!!!!!!!! haha so then we all went home with sore throats after 2 rounds of Sk8ter Boy by Avril Lavinge!!!!!!! XD!!!!!! HAHAHA!!! end game 4 now!! BYE!!!!!

After Christmas~

2009-12-27T20:38:00.005+08:00

Well......came back home after 1 happy week in Penang......tht place still feels better than my own house for some strange reason...Anyway.......got a few presents this year....yay!! haha here's a list ;)

Presents received from family :

A nice hard-cover novel from my parents! :)
A hairbrush from my aunt.(will explain why it lost its use at end of blog post XP)
A tube of powder from my other aunt.(I don't really use powder xept on blood wounds XP)
About RM 150 from my grandparents (NO WAY am I gonna belanja any1...the $ is going 2 a new IPod or digital camera...=D)

Ate alot of hawker food during my time thr ^^. Tho when it was 24th dec a.k.a PMR result day......my lala , Kho rang me up and said................I GOT 7 A'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But since I didn't actually collected the results........I couldn't relish the moment as well as I wanted to.... So...I had a little pre-celebration! haha..............went 2 Baskin Robbins and had an ice-cream called Piece Of Cake...........LOL.............haha XD here's a pic!

N the reason why u see a link on the pic is because my dumb bro copyrighted it since I took it with his phone..............-.-.............

Anyway.......now going 2 the reason the brush I got from my aunt got useless......................I cut my hair...........*emo music*...........T.T........Since my mum said my hair was kinda messy looking, I decided 2 give it a trim...........because the hair salon I used to go to (and the 1 which had a VERY hot hairstylist) ehem...............had an increase in price................I couldn't go thr anymore...T.T.........So......I went to a small store in Carrefour(heck the spelling of tht) under my parents recommendation..... which had an auto-pay booth (LOL).....So then............my good mood when I came in had altered when I came out for.....................the hairdresser had COMPLETELY changed my hair style.....................NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*pause for I'm-crying-my-eyes-out-and-wanna-smash-something moment*.....................because he cut my hair ALOT shorter until the style had changed..............now I look like when I was in kindergarten or sumthing like tht...........T.T......thats it. I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOO gonna wear caps all the time now.........T.T......Well....my mum tried to cheer me up by telling me I look like a face-model............but still..............damn!!!!!!!!!! I'm gonna go back to school with my face and neck exposed..........=.=.............well.........I'm gonna HAVE to like it since its my own head............T.T...........well...........gtg............collecting the big results in the morning..ciaoz......T.T

Christmas~

2009-12-23T12:48:00.003+08:00

Yo wassup! In Penang now!! using cc -.-..........anyway...long time no happy posts.....^^ ok I'll have a quick run-thru on recent events cuz blogging in public is still uncomfortable................anyway.........here's a random list of stuff lately...

RANDOM STUFF!

Replaced sum1 on worship team on Sunday! XD It was awesome considering it was d christmas pre-celebration in YC.....Since my last time on stage wasn't particularly easy on me...this time it was GREAT cuz I was up there for God not any1 else ^^
Found out PMR results were coming out on d 24th of december....SHIT!!!!!!! Anyway..heck to that.....I'm in Penang enjoying my Christmas with my beloved grandparents ^^
Forgot my Cabal ID name so cannot log in......T.T.....
Lost the BLEACH phone strap n Rukia keychain miku-chan gave me at church...of all places.......T.T......thx aaron 4 trying 2 find it anyway....
Went shopping in Batu Ferringi market.......GOT SUPERNATURAL SEASON 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YESS!!!!!!
Wanted 2 go 2 dentist 2day....after like...what? 6 years??? anyway.....it was closed untill 29th....-.- so I guess the teeth checkup will have 2 wait a few more years.....so..walked across the road n now in cc.

Okay tht's pretty much of what I can think of now....ciao! n...

Merry Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!XD

Annoying PRICK!

2009-12-14T20:52:00.006+08:00

OK........I'm gonna display just three simple words in as many sentences I can possibly spew out on you.

GO AWAY,IDIOT.

LEAVE ME ALONE.

STOP CALLING ME.

YOU FUGLY PRICK.

BOYFRIEND OF BITCH.

F*** OFF,ASSHOLE.

SATAN'S DISTANT RELATION.

PPL'S HANDPHONE SPAMMER.

I HATE YOU.

Okay.....tht's as GOOD as I can get...if u EVER cross me in real life....HELL would be a place u might want 2 run 2 cuz I won't chase u thr........n STAY THERE.........F-tard.

Here's a msg 4 those who r reading this n wondering why I became so bad-mouthed:

The guy I am talking bout is a serious jerk n has made me hate him in all ways possible. Since I am waiting 4 the day 2 crap it all in his puke-face...I guess here would be a good venting place for a while.

Meet the dark side of me.Well,do you like her?

New Moon~

2009-12-11T20:36:00.000+08:00

Okay....It wasn't as bad as I expected..............like the 1st movie........but this time...........hunk-a-lishous Taylor Lautner was in it!!!!!!!!! XD!!!!!!!!!!!! Super huge six-packs n a strapping body..........=w=..................haha!!!!!!!!!!!! XD............But so sad...Bella chose emo-stone statue Edward Cullen.....T.T...........still.................the directors of the movie did an excellent job of portraying the most desired boyfriend in the form of Jacob Black!!!!!!!!!! XD!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dang thing tho'........no boy is like that in real life............T.T..........at least I've never met one yet..............Anyway......after the movie.....me,gen,KYu,TS,ryan,xia czin,KY n hon mun went 2 eat lunch at Jusco in SP cuz most of us were on a budget............then me n KYu went ice-skating....got a nasty blister on our ankles.....-.-.........haizz..........dunno whats wrong with the rest of the gang...............while KYu was trying 2 teach me how 2 skate.......they suddenly decided 2 snap photos (xia czin even shot a vid) of us "holding hands n catch b4 falling"................0.o.............C'mon la if u go ice-skating n u dunno how 2 skate u sure hold on 2 ur friend rite????? Ja kuns............-.-...............Anyway.....since thr was nth else 2 do in Sp after tht...we all went home early.......so yea......thts it...........

Here's a pic of my definition of HOT GUY!(not asian) XD!

Nothing Better To Do~

2009-12-07T15:15:00.000+08:00

These are one of the things I don't really like during long holidays...............you've got soo much time and nothing to do...........well............I'm blogging bout it..........tht's sumthing.............haha.........well..........here's a summary on my daily life during after Pmr/school hols..............my day begins at 2.XX in d afternoon.........in which I find my bro's off to study at Starbucks or McD.........n my mum's watching Tv or going to take a nap............Then....I'll have lunch till bout 4.xx or 5.xx depending on what n how slow I eat........while surfing d comp.........Facebook's getting boring.......Then I'll eat dinner after like, 2-3 hours of digesting my lunch....which will b 'bout....8?? Anyway....then I'll watch Tv till 1-2 a.m cuz tht's when all the good shows are on.......>.<......

N tht's pretty much it......well..I'm including sum singing n dancing in it more often now tho ^^

Singin' Sweet Home Alabama all summer long~ ;)

Feels like its not finally over yet.........

2009-12-02T16:26:00.000+08:00

Heads up 'cause this post is gonna be a little emo!!! XP

How long has it been since we promised each other?

That we wouldn't miss one another?

But now,it seems that you have finally managed to eradicate those feelings...

Those feelings towards that special place in your heart....

Now you're moving on, becoming successful in your life..

But,alas! It seems that I haven't....

All my big talk of finally getting over you and moving on

Has been reassured not to have worked on my heart...

By a simple question not even related to this condition!

Because the answer you gave sounded neutral....

Not even interested...

Almost like we weren't even friends....

Seems like my feelings towards you

Haven't disappeared completely......

Or maybe,maybe just my silly wanting to be loved feeling is causing this all?

But now this feeling has appeared.....

I fear...

The one I am longing for to be the next one

Is perhaps a rebound for what has occurred between us....

And has made me even more afraid to love another....

But because the world is afraid to say what they really feel.......

I guess even a rebound can't happen...

Because of unspoken feelings and doubt........

But then again,who is to say that the one I dream for

Is even to be more than just friends for me?

I guess,after all maybe I do have to grow up

And move on independently...

This time for sure..

I hope....

Okay......maybe that was a little over-board on my emotional side...but admit it...I CAN write..rite?? Anyway....ciao 4 now!

Reunion!!!

2009-12-02T16:06:00.000+08:00

Okay...the reunion was not bad.......but a couple of arseholes kinda ruined it........well....anyway................it was kinda good 2 c the old peeps again........OMG Fareez btw.......wth did u do 2 urself?? haha no offence...but u looked alot better in primary school....xP.........taller n buffer..........LOL.....haha anyway....since I didn't have a camera.....no photo's available......T.T........Anyway.......Malaysian timing is the best in the whole world rite?? I mean sum1 sets the time 4 arrival but most of them manages 2 come 1 and a half hours late.............LOL....then.........most of them went 2 watch New Moon.......I wasn't really keen on seeing it so I decided 2 use tht time in the arcade............Suri and I had lots of fun playing House Of The Dead 4..........XD........had sushi from Jusco 4 lunch........saves alot of money btw! XD...............then...played HOTD4 again........then when they came out from the cinema....we all decided 2 go 2 karaoke..the guys as usual.............fong fei kei when they heard tht..........haizz.....now u know why I prefer going out with my BBall gang............they're okay n get high with it...XD...................well...........I wouldn't mind going out with them again if SUM certain people didn't tag along for fun.....haha..............

well....sounds like i juz crapped the whole thing but there it is..........XP

Bday n Bazzar~

2009-11-30T14:30:00.000+08:00

Okay....I'm kinda lazy 2 blog rite now so I'll juz review on the latest events.......ok....I 4got the date....I think it was the 24 of Nov.....me n my skool frens went 2 pyramid 2 celebrate Taro's bday! haha.....well....went 2 c7 at 8.xx (I'm still NOT a morning person XP) n followed taro 2 skool cuz jun han was fetching us.........then went 2 Pyramid (been going thr alot recently) n met the others thr....since it was SOOO early...the mall didn't open yet so many of the lights weren't on........tell u smt funny..........the creak of the store slide-up blinds n the dark corners reminded me of Left 4 Dead.......LOL...........another funny thing.............me n kheng hun sat on a small kiddy merry-go-round n the it started playing sum music so we jumped off it laughing loudly.............LOL....the christmas deco is up already!!! XD...........anyway.the mall lighted up at 10.xx so we all went 2 get the movie tickets 4 2012.................then walked around alot cuz the movie only started at 11.45.....I was soo hungry..............anyway......every1 came..............then went 2 watch 2012.............I bought a cheap hot-dog b4 going in................it had chili on it T.T.........so then went into d cinema..............sat between mun chun n brandon............then watched it.................giler heart-pumping! recommended 4 those who nvr seen it yet!! anyway....when the movie ended (after like, 2 hours) knees n backs were aching............LOL.........had 2 go 2 the jusco toilet cuz soo many ppl in the toilet near the cinema exit........haha........then we all went 2 eat at Gasoline at Asian Avenue.......shi kin,kelvin n khai sheng suddenly came with a big cake 4 taro..........I dun think any1 took a pic tho...........then we went 2 AmpSquare (newest hang out 4 us) n karaoke-d until 7.xx.then went home.......

Okay this is about the charity bazaar by my church which was on d 27th.........at my church parking lot......I was kinda reluctant 2 go cuz i didn't know who was going.............so yea....went there....did shifts 4 our stall (candle-blowing game)......spent 4-5 hours lighting candles.............LOL........back-ache n candle wax burns......T.T............anyway..I got 2 burn stuff!!! which made my day a bit more fun.........haha devon called me a pyro-maniac.......around lunch time I had absolutely no idea what 2 eat..........so I bought a slice of pizza n sat down at the back of the car park (no chairs available =.=) with vi-vien......she ate an okay tasting chicken chop........then the children of the hse we were having the bazaar for did a performance so she went 2 watch........then aaron came by..=)...........haha......chatted a bit.......then he went off 2 do jelly-rounds.............haha he was selling jelly 4 his cell..........anyway.......after all tht we all tidied up the place n went home...so ok..........thts it.......

OKay thr's the long awaited (not by me xp) reunion 2mr!! hope it'll b interesting...bye 4 now!

Ajinomoto~

2009-11-19T12:59:00.000+08:00

Probably 1 of the most random things I've ever posted.........a list of things I'm addicted 2......haha so..here goes!!

Coffee!!! seriously....every time there's coffee available n affordable...I'm sure 2 drink it.
Sleep!! no kidding....my snooze time extends from 2 hours to 5....o.0..
YouTube!! I'd rather use YouTube than my WMP sumtimes.....XP
MSN!!! you can find me on9 almost all the time I'm on comp XD
Bleach!! the anime..duh!! Me n my fren suri r sooo addicted we even assigned characters from the anime 2 our selves ^^.....I'm Kuchiki Rukia cuz of my height...shorter then almost every1...-.-...n she's Miku-no-Nigihayami a character she's created n manga-fied (she's the best free-hand artist I've ever seen!!)
THE LATEST ADDITION!! Ajinomoto ..the brown shaker with black pepper n salt....LOL...now I've found myself adding it 2 almost everything I eat..especially if there's egg in it..^^..
Tuna!!! you know the 1 u purchase in thin(yea i mean it...the ones tht are not fat n flat..) cans??? yea...it's 1 of my best loved SNACKS....yea....I can literally EAT 1 can of tuna juz like tht...despite my bro's phobia of canned food since he learned the canning process of fish in Bio ( f5, u know which chapter I mean ^^)

LOL...hope my low-blood pressure can rise soon!! haha juz kidding ;P

Ciao~ ^^

Officially missing you~

2009-11-14T18:00:00.000+08:00

I am really missing you.....but are you really missing me??..........LOL haha I'm missing quite a few ppl lately.......mainly cuz I haven't or am not gonna see some people soon............plus I'm missing my phone since it (or I accidently made it) rosak-ed...T.T....no mp3...AGAIN.........=.=........anyway..I'd like 2 dedicate this song to sum ppl out thr who think this song fits sum situation in their lives...so enjoy!! p.s this vid is a cover from the ori song n its soo much nicer!!

~Lyrics~

[Verse One]

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It won't go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially

[Verse Two]
All I do is lay around
Two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you

[Chorus]

It official
You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you

~Video~

Inspired~

2009-11-12T17:39:00.000+08:00

Well....now thr's nth 2 do so I'm like surfing Youtube for cool vids n stuff.....plus blogging bout random stuff.....so here's one thing I've been trying 2 do lately................. n that is...............*drum roll*....................................

BEATBOX!!!!!!!

Haha!!! XD!! Since I'm positively bored nowadays..I thought 2 try something new!!This comes from being inspired by a few beat boxers like Robeat from Germany, Shawn Lee from Malaysia n....last but the best (cheh wah XP)........Aaron Lui or A.RON from GTYC!!!! XD!!!!!!!!!LOL...since watching him all the time kinda influenced me 2 try it out..............so.....I discovered another 'talent'....................LOL......................haha but sry my talent *coughcoughcoughcoughLC-ingcoughcoughcoughcough* is for selected eyes n ears only.....but if u ask me when I'm high then maybe MAYBE..I'll perform 4 u....keke :3.......Anyway....seems tht I've been doing nth but singing, drawing, reading(got lots of new novels!! XD) , dancing n recently beat boxing....hope sum1 plans an outing soon cuz I wanna go out!!

Oh yea on 1st Dec thr's gonna b a 6 Maju reunion!!!Hope it's confirmed cuz I wanna see my std 6 peeps again!!! XD!!!!!

Regaining the tomboy status!!! XD

Messed up..

2009-11-11T20:42:00.000+08:00

Okay my calculations were a lil' screwed... there's 3 more schooling days left.....so tht means... 3 more days of meaningless mornings.....haizz..... anyway...here's a continuation of yesterday's blog in which I 4got 2 add sum other events.....

1st...a Leo Halloween Party by ma' skool U8 n SU....held at Sunway Club Hse.....it was pretty sad 2 see our skool didn't support it much.....only hardcore Leos went.........I juz went cuz I didn't have anything better 2 do...so yea...I wore white boot cut pants,my mom's heels ^^,a tube top n a black shirt over it,my black fingerless gloves n a mask I got for RM5 at a magic carnival at parade....2 bad I didn't take a pic cuz I looked HAWT!!! haha =p..... Anyway (seem 2 b using this word alot!! XP) met kar yern thr...pity him weyh cuz he wore pink-purplish horns n ppl called him HORNY(including me XP) well...met taro thr also...here's smt weird...he wore a checkered shirt n jeans but didn't get a cowboy hat or else he could have gotten RM5 off the entry ticket...LOL.... met kelvin tan n he wore some punk metal jacket which looked kinda cool....then there were sum f4s thr also...wai leong wore sum jacket he juz bought from pyramid...looked like sum ninja wannabe...LOL...wei sheng wore sum casual clothes but looked like L from Death Note cuz he wore eyeliner...haha....anyway (again..=p) things were pretty boring so taro n his friend ran off to pyramid after the dinner break...2 bad he didn't stay longer cuz.....they opened the dance floor!!!!XD!!!!!! But.....juz b4...sum1 dunno did what 2 the speakers....the bass came out sumwhat sucky......=.=...........anyway (dang..can sum1 get me another word??)I had an awesome time dancing with kar yern!!!! Come 2 think of it......tht was the 1st time I've ever danced in front of any1..so..ppl who didn't go...U MISSED IT!!!!! I did sum glow sticking moves n it rocked!!! XD!!!!! Now I'm addicted 2 1 of the songs they played tht night which was Sexy Chick by David Guetta ft Akon..hehe....so then....simon n ranjit (other f4s) came up since they were sitting down d whole time....I tried 2 get simon 2 dance but he said he sucked in tht category.....haha so anyway since I danced soo nicely ( according 2 kar yern) ranjit invited me 2 dance with him (LOL XP) haha.....then...balik time d...haizz...hope there's gonna b another party I can dance at again!!!

Well...its getting late.....so ciaoz~.....until next blog!! XD

After effects..

2009-11-10T21:14:00.000+08:00

Wel...sry I have been away 4 soo long.... kinda lost the passion 2 blog....but anyway...i'm back now!!!! So..here's what happened 2 me recently...

Okay...after Pmr is WORSE than b4 Pmr....there's like...NOTHING 2 do....all the activities planned out 4 us form 3's are like...uber-suckish........1st.....tht I cared 2 remember....is cleaning out the KH rooms....dang......Nth but dust n' rust 2 see........but..what can I say...it's a school tradition 2 buy so much equipment n let it all rust......anyway......top that off..I was wearing a pinafore....so...rated the day a whopping 1 out of 5......ok..the next day..since they said we're gonna plant trees or sumthing.... I went la...since I wanted 2 have fun throwing dirt... at ppl....but then..they asked us 2 CABUT RUMPUT.... WTH!!!!! I wasted precious sleeping time 2 pluck grass......0.0...why the hell.....anyway..I thinks tht's all tht happened tht week......

Okay here's the time when I went 2 Pyramid with my frens 2 have an early birthday party 4 Khai Sheng....can't remember the date...but had lots of fun n tht's what matters...can't remember much..but we ate at pizza hut...the cheese pizza was like soo CHEESY..haha..there are photos in FB if u wanna c what it looked like.....n if u wanna know...the pics which I have eyeliner on are the ones from that day....XD......but it was my second time wearing it so it looks kinda smudged.....haha...then we went 2 AmpSquare karaoke (if u bring ur student card,u only hav 2 pay 4 drinks...so...start looking 4 ur student cards n come with me!!!!!) after tht...dunno who's brilliant idea was it 2 WALK all the way from sunway 2 summit......o.0......1 of the worst walking experiences I had...........=.=......

Moving on...1 of my least favorite experiences but worth blogging bout anyway...my joining n quitting of the band.....well..b4 Pmr my asked me if I wanna join a band 4 the Juara Lagu after Pmr....so I was like ~happy!!!~ cuz no1 asked me 2 join a band b4........anyway...it proved 2 b 1 of the most ... scenes of my life..........we were supposed 2 perform Jason Mraz's I'm Yours..but during practice....they kinda switched the song 2 their own melody....n it came out 2 b such a dead,emo sounding song............I was like ??? why dun we juz mimic the playing cuz 1 other band was doing tht but NO..they had 2 play it live....I felt really sorry for them 2day cuz they had 2 perform in front of all the f3 n f4.....after I quit yesterday cuz they wouldn't listen when I told them they weren't prepared.....I mean,c'mon man!! The bassist has never NEVER touched a bass guitar until 3 weeks ago n the drummer's no better...but they went n joined the comp.......truly..I feel the pain..... after the performance (in which they replaced me with 3 new singers) my frens were like "You quit in just the right time!! Good for you!!".......I really Really felt sorry for them....anyway...since then...I have decide 2 reserve my singing 4 karaoke only.....so if u wanna hear me sing......karaoke it is!!! Anyway congrats 2 suri a.k.a Miku-chan 4 getting no.1 in the karaoke comp!!!! I AM UR NO.1 FAN!!!!!!! seriously her voice was soo beautiful, alot of ppl thought she was lip-syncing...

Okay it's getting really late so I'm gonna shout smt here...

SCHOOL'S ENDING IN 2 DAYS!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!

I keep missing you,but I just can't say it....

OVER!!!!!!

2009-10-17T10:53:00.000+08:00

HI!!!! I know its been quite a while since i updated so....sry!!! As u probably know by now...........PMR IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well now I'm bz getting my comp back in order............FINALLY got it reformatted.............haha...........well tht means I'm bz now....so bb!

PMR~

2009-09-18T13:50:00.000+08:00

Wow...so fast d September..............I still remember posting New Year's blog post.......0.o..........................T.T PMR's like, less then 2 weeks away....DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not that I didn't study..............but there's that "I can't do it" feeling.................=.=......gerak gempur was like shit xept 4 science....n.........blah blah blah....the usual CURSE U WORLD!!!!!!!! feelings.............now's raya hols........but i still have 2 study every single damn day.......xept sunday...but still................=(.........thank God many of my frens r supporting my emotional wreakage........LOL...sry if I'm like pissing some of u off unintentionally...........well..............all I'm doing now is studyingX10000 , singingX600 , dancingX200..........(hate the 1st.....).well......gtg STUDY now..................bb............

I'm studying sooo freaking hard!!!!!!!!!!!!If I don't get at least 6 A's..............go figure what I'm gonna do 2 myself........

Hi again...

2009-09-14T21:32:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!!!! PMR's in 23 days...........T-T now I'm just singing n dancing 2 get all tht stress out (alone =.=).....anyway, here's 2 tell u I won't b blogging 4 a while after this so...........bb......+.+

=.=

2009-08-16T22:11:00.000+08:00

Okay.......comp's virus scanner has been getting on my nerves........beeping every 3 seconds.........=.=..............mouse is lagging every 5 minutes...............F*** U!!!!!!!!! =.=.........haizz..........my phone is STILL under repair............*fuming n cursing at everything silently*

Anyway.....here's some pics I took recently with my bro's phone.........

D dinner I ate last nite came with some superrrrrrrr basi sauce tht I couldn't dip food into at all.......... turned it upside down n flicked the bottom also didn't work......=.=
LOL.......here's a pic I took 2day b4 dinner........purely punk emo!!!!!!!!!!! XD

Looks kinda weird...But I took it myself n LOVED the light effect XD

Life~

2009-08-16T00:09:00.000+08:00

Has been not bad recently...............had a worship night at my church starring Bob Fitts from US....sat with Aaron throughout the whole concert cuz didn't make plans 2 sit with any1 else....(did tht sound wrong??? LOL) Anyway....had a great time worshiping God with all my heart.........then had fun following Aaron 2 try n buy a cd....alot of ppl were there......like a human cattle-field LOL....went home at 11.xx......

Then the most BORING day of my life(or at least 1 of the most boring days of my life) was the next day........where I had 2 slave through 5 friggin hours of BM n Eng crash courses..........=.=.the same damn thing's gonna happen 2mr again n I DON'T HAVE A MP3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T-T *sobs like maad* WORST FORM OF TORTURE EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =.= okay......time 4 me 2 go n have a nice short sleep b4 I lose my mind ....

Oh yea Happy B'day CW!!!!!! =3

Unexpected

2009-08-09T21:49:00.000+08:00

WARNING : THIS IS A RANDOM POST N I DON'T KNOW WHY THE HECK I DID IT............but its kinda been in my head 4 a while now.....n its NOT the guy u think it is *coughcoughkhocoughcough*

Anyway.....here's a song I think describes it cuz he's been appearing lately in my dreams (p.s I was clean of liquor when this started =p)

Seriously.......why is this happening???

B'Dayz

2009-08-09T13:20:00.000+08:00

Okay.....a really short post here...........Happy Bdayz 2 my bro (6 Aug) n Aaron (9 Aug)!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So 4 u out there , if I missed ur b'day juz tell me k?? byez!! ;)

No Freedom Available~

2009-08-08T11:50:00.000+08:00

Okay............Trials are over but I still have left-over hw 2 finish Zzz.......=.=..........wth man.......no life at all..............T-T.........have 2 go 2 CRC later ......................can sum1 pls let me RIP?? lol............now dancing n singing's d only alternative 2 reduce stress since my phone has been "away" since b4 d exams n I miss it badly(currrently using an old phone -.-) MY MP3!!!!!!!!!!!!! +.+...............HAIZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...................=|............so absolutely NO freedom of relaxation at all...........I wanna watch G.I.JOE but no time also................=(....................juz kill me lah...........

I want 2 die.....but there's so much 2 live for........

PMR TRIALS~~~~~

2009-07-29T18:22:00.000+08:00

Crap..........pmr trials are on d 3rd of august..........SOMEBODY PLS SHOOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn stress.....................................so well.......not gonna post anything 4 the next 2 weeks so...........yea..........goodbye 2 me.....................T.T

Into the valley of death I walk~

Oh yea 2 those ppl out thr.........pray 4 me n my friends k?? Love ya~ ;)

Push pt 2

2009-07-16T22:16:00.000+08:00

Well............since this post is completed after almost a week, there's nothing much left 2 say.........xept.............THT IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha well, I went thr at 8.xx a.m. but the hall only opened at 9.xx =.=.....n I couldn't get a shirt until after the concert at nite -.-..............anyway.......spent the whole day with Max,Johanna n some of max's friends who r from my church but I had no idea haha..............so....the 1st session had ps.Daniel (or sumthing like tht) as the speaker....n man he was powerful!!!!!!!!!! I cried 4 d first time after attending quite a few rallies hehe =3.......shows u how out-of-touch I am with Him........thankfully,I'm renewing the fire ^^

The 2nd session had ps.Andy....very energetic.......he talked about the Recess Revolution going round in Subang.........the best was Usj13...........their movement was supported by many unexpected people.....which I'm not sure if I can type down here for fear of being arrested (u know what sick country we live in =p) so go figure ^^

Then, me,max n a big bunch of GTYC peeps walked 2 Pyramid 4 dinner........we split into 2 groups.......dunno whr John n his gang went............mine went 2 a sushi restaurant (YAY!!!!!! XD)... max ate a soba set, I ate my most fav jap dish....gyoza XD....aaron ate salmon.....dang funny cuz when he ordered it, it looked big in the menu, but when it came it was like the size of my hand........LOL u got pwnd haha XP..................b4 we started ordering d food, max knocked over the ocha(roasted rice tea....NOT green tea) then aaron's phone nearly kena lol..then when the waiter wiped it up, adam knocked over his cup on the other side of the bar.........LOL..............then went back 2 Sunway college 4 d concert

Very happy........met Adrian thr ^^.......come 2 think of it............he's like..........the only guy who ever hugged me b4.......sad rite......lol anyway..........after worship, ps.Clement Wong from YouthAlive came 2 speak...sadly,I was sitting at the back n couldn't hear him cuz ppl were talking alot =.= ....................anyway, went home at 11.xx almost 12,went 2 sleep n got up the next day 4 church......so yea tht's what I've been trying 2 post 4 1 week.....no time...........zZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

PMR trials r like.........on the 3rd of August so..........feeling emo n stressed out alot.................mum made me sign up 2 CRC on EVERY weekend (sat n sunday) ARGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F U PMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok gtg bb ^^ lolz ;D~

P.U.S.H!!!!!

2009-07-12T21:47:00.001+08:00

WOW!!!!!!!!!! Subang Rally this year was pretty awesome XD!!!!!!! It started like.........9-sumthing although they informed us 2 b thr at 8.30 =.=............n then the reg form showed a purple tee 4 girls but it came magenta pink.......-.-.........not so bad..................OOO sry 2 gav 2 cut this post short but its 10.00 n I wanna watch GHOST XD......so I'll b continuing this some other time... BB!!!

Made 2 Love 2009

2009-06-27T15:40:00.000+08:00

Okay.........I'm not in the mood 2 blog much so here's a run-thru of yesterday's concert ^^

So.......Made 2 Love concert 2009 happened yesterday!!!!!!!!!I almost missed Aaron's rapping n John n Adam's dancing performance tho =.=...........Anyway, met Tim,Jasond,Max,Theresa n 1 more fren(which I dunno) thr n spent the whole time with them..........didn't c my church gang T-T........moving on.........the performance was super!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 bad I couldn't take any pics cuz.....u know my phone camera sux.........-.-.......ok almost half-way thru the concert,thr were 2 African dudes dancing 2 the music.......AWESOME!!!!!!!!! they were doing sum dance unlike anything I ever saw b4 xep in traditional african dances ^^

So it ended at 11 then we went 2 Khalifa (jam-squeez in d Perodua >.<) then went home at 11.56 +.+

Okay gtg now.......BB Muacks~

Kpop

2009-06-20T12:44:00.000+08:00

Heyy wassup! Here's sum Kpop songs tht I've been hooked on to lately so check it out yeah!!!!! Sum of the guys are SUPEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRR cute!!!!!!! haha

click on mirotic after insomnia 4 more hotties!!!!!!! LOL

My ring tone haha is lollipop 4 now XD!!!!

Teacher's Day 09

2009-06-20T00:14:00.000+08:00

Nth special.........the sound system sucked horribly but...wat 2 do.....tht's my skool................nth much 2 talk bout again..........xep En. Noraizam,En. Zul n sum other guys did sum funny dance which got most of us cheering....but tht was the only interesting performance...........spent most of d time in the library.....cuz got air con............LOL......listened 2 Abel cussing "indirectly" to caroline............LOL............then lepaked with Suri (d whole day).........she said my hair resembles Kuchiki Rukia from Bleach XD!!!!! So I sumtimes answer when she n Ryan calles me Rukia =3 haha

Something shitty happened 2 me also..............tht SUPER ASSHOLE kid from F2.....we all call him Chicken Little ( soooo off nickname =.=...........,I'd call him Freak) cuz he's like seriously gay............retarded n sick.....n I'm speaking from through observation here..............okay..........Tht little shit threw a LIVE roach at me n Suri n Ryan who were standing close by.......WTH dude!!!! made us all scream (I HATE roaches) until teacher warned 2 kick us out of the library if we didn't calm down...........LOL......so I am SOOOOOOOOOO regretting I didn't take him down when we went out.........ASSHOLE................okay....hating going on.............

Haizz got PBSM n LEO in like...........8 hours so i got 7 hours 2 sleep cuz my mum makes me wake up 1 hour earlier than I'm supposed 2 to study........=.=...............screw my plan 2 make my eyebags smaller =.=..................

so gtg............bb..........

Oh yea the next post is gonna b about a concert in my church so..........make sure 2 read it ya!! BB

My School....

2009-06-18T22:05:00.000+08:00

Kinda sucks......anyway...its Teacher's day celebration 2mr..........so I'm juz going 2 lepak at skool 4 fun without really doing anything............well.......life's boring so nth much 2 talk bout.......

Okay a shout out 2 Shawn here : Good Luck in Australia!!!!!!!!!! N be careful k cuz got H1N1 thr.....N if got any1 bully u........juz buy me a plane ticket n I'll fly thr 2 whoop their asses!!!!! ahahaha XD.. Missing u already!!!!!! Muackz~ ;)

Okay my results for this term's exam came out REALLLLLLLLLYYY BAD T-T.......

Bm got 64%......=.=
English got 86%........=)
Maths got 74%.......>.<>
Science got 72%......didn't improve.....
Geografi got 85% or sumthing....phew...
PJ....bahh....got A hahaha
Siviks.........78......lol
Moral got 78 also i think.....
KH got 48%........WTH??? I STUDIED MY ASS OFF 4 IT N GOT A FRIGGIN D??? *emo*

I guess my plans 2 go nerd didn't really work out...........I'm too macho 4 it.........LOL..........

So...i guess tht's it 4 now....ciao~

Tagged 4 d 3rd time.....^^

2009-06-10T15:01:00.000+08:00

Lol it's been a long time since I got tagged so.....here goes.....

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?

umm...cheek?

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?

i woke up during lunch time lol

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?

umm..not sure....kho??

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?

sometimes..=3

5. Will you ever donate blood ?

nah....needles scare me....XP

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?

yea...

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?

sumtimes......I'll b the 1 to take them down XD

8. What does your last text message say ?

Lol ok den
ran out of time 2 plan sum1's bday party =.=

9. What are you thinking right now ?

how well I can dance?

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?

depends on who...

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?

bout 1.xx a.m. u guys know me la ;)

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?

dunno.....my mum's old shirt...

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?

yea......me,ME,ME!! haha

14. Who was the last person who text you ?

Kar Yern

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...

can i not tag??hahaha u all want do u all do lo..hahaha...oh no i just realise if i dun tag i cant do the other questions so here goes...

do if u wan lo....

1)kar yern
2)kho
3)adrian
4)kal
5)hanna
6)abel
7)omr
8)yeoh
9)marika
10)any1 who wants to do it

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?

nobody..........seriously

16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?

wat kinda female would have de name adrian?

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?

OMG dat would be sooo gay dude! haha

18. What is no.1 studying about ?

F3 subs??

20.Is no.4 single ?

yea....I think....

21. Say something about no.2 .

my lala partner XD!!!!!!

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?

seriously.........gay..........

23. Describe no.9 .

miss her since she moved away.T-T

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?

SOO MUCH DRAMA!!! XD

25. Do you like 8 ?

nvr met him in real life aso...... ok lo

>.<

2009-06-10T14:08:00.000+08:00

So........nth much going on at all................SOOOOOOOO BORED..........the whole week I've been doing nth but studying n practicing break-dancing........still suck at it tho =P...........got tuition after this...........haizzz......................going back 2 skool next week........seriously no life at all..............=.=.......swt lar.........so.....yea juz 2 keep my blog alive............meaningless posts are coming.........

So...gtg......ciao~

What Changed...

2009-05-28T15:53:00.000+08:00

Lets guess..........I cut my hair! haha! 2 bad I couldn't take a good pic of myself...........anyway........sry if my last post sounded like I was gonna kill myself..........haha.......was in kinda super emo tht time........XP...........anyway...its been quite some time since a nice,happy post but..........................sry nth interesting 2 talk about........LOL..........exams going on...blablabla.........anyway.....picking up on my dancing now XD.....between hw n revisions........LOL.......I juz realized I'm dancing 2 soo many different types of music XD.......even tango is included HAHA XD!!!!!!!!!!! 2 bad I'm solo-syok-sendiri-ing oni hahaha XD

Well....gtg 4 now.........Ciao~ =p

Slowly Dying.........

2009-05-17T17:02:00.001+08:00

Right now.........that deep , dark void inside me is tearing me up..........eating me from the inside out...........soon.........smiles won't be able to cover up the pain on the outside.......a hollow hole is appearing........my cheerful and wild self is just getting supressed within this body..............................................of all reasons.....there's none that is found reasoning with this suffering.......many friends think its love that is killing me......but is it really?..........No one loves me.............or so it seems.............this world of shyness and fear..............where feelings are hidden behind a mask...............................Why am I hurting like this?...........It's not love that's driving me to pain.....................but what is??????? Please , I'm crying for an answer.......will any one respond?? What's the reason for this aching soul?????????
Now I am tired.....tired of everything.........I just want to let it all go.........but they keep pushing me to live on...........tell me.......do you really know what's going on inside me??...........

It's enough already.

I'm done.

Current Happenings........

2009-05-08T15:20:00.000+08:00

WASSUP!!!!!!!!!!! 1st......sooooooooo sry my blog wasn't updated.......comp was cacat n there's not much 2 say anyway...........4 Sports Day.............I got 2nd last 4 all the stuff I took part in.....=.=.....at the end of the 200 meter dash...........I was hyper-ventilating like a rabbit after it....had 2 b taken 2 the PBSM tent..........LOL......thankfully 1 of my house-mates brought me an ice cream ^^......then , after my ass stopped hurting after , what , 8 minutes?? I got back up n went 4 d 4x100 meters(baton passing) HAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!! Every1 was like "R u ok?? Still wan 2 run ar?" n I was like XD I CAN STILL RUN!!!!!!!!!!! haha so then b4 the race I was pajaking water n ice creams from all my friends =3..........haha so yea thts sports day 4 me XD

Then the week after tht I went back 2 penang 2 visit my gpa a.k.a Wolverine(by my aunt XD) the reason we nick named him Wolverine is cuz he went into ICU and came out after a week at the age of 84 dude!!!!! name me other guys at tht age with that recovering speed!!!!!!!!!! WOOT!!!!!!!! so when he got back home, me,my aunt,my dad n my bro went 2 Ferringi pasar malam n bought alot of DVDs XD!!!!! I also managed 2 get a LeSports bag which I have been wanting 4 soo loooong n its got 1 of my most favorite themes........PIRATES!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!at rm 35!! I'm sooo satisfied after tht, I didn't buy anything else hehe =3

So basicly thts not much rite? lol now there's the mid term coming up so...........yea...........ciao..........

IR!!!!!!

2009-04-20T18:56:00.000+08:00

So............on Sunday , 19 April was my skool's Leo IR day..........at Sunway Lagoon Club.....n........IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!! The performances were GOOD!!!!!!!!! The opening act was by the BOD of the event.......it was very nice but sumtimes a little bit over-reacting(jason was playing the girl of the show!!!!!!! He was wearing a skirt + fake boobs + a wig!!!!!!!!!!!)OMG!!!!!!!!!0.0 all of us u8-ers were like OMG WAHHH!!!!!!!!!! Screaming over the whole hall..........LOL...........then there was a 3-guitarists band (4got their name hehe) not bad but the mike volume had a little prob........n then there was the o-ba(dark boy in hokkien) tht sang a chinese song n Mariah Carey ft Whitney Houston's When You Believe.....o.o......not bad!!!!!!! N then I think there was another performance but can't remember what it was (hehe =p) then...............Synclonize were on!!!!!!!! WHOOHOOO!!!!!!!
haha XD. They performed 2 a remix of Chris Brown's Forever n Justin Timberlake's My Love XD!!!!!!!! I even ran from my seat 2 sit in the front row hahaha =p...............then can't remember what was up next........sum lame game I think...........n then break time........the line 2 the buffet table was super looooooooooooooooooong so me n KYu (as not 2 confuse ppl,this is the KY from my bday post,I added the u cuz his name's like tht) decided 2 go to the restaurant nearby n ordered a steak set which cost 12.90....(=.=)......then chatted as we waited 4 it (shared 1 plate 2 save money) then it came............1 giler burnt sausage,a small piece of grilled chicken,2 VERY tough n small rib steaks n a prawn + a not-bad side dish of potatoes,cabbage n tomatoes n 1 small sauce dish of gravy.............=.=..............anyway,after tht, we went back 2 da hall where they were having sum lucky-draw comp........then everytime the emcees said a number beginning with 16 or 14 , we both took turns rasing each other's heart rate..........XD............so then, Jyen Yi a her band came up n sang an acoustic version of Womanizer n other songs ^^..............so then.........I 4got what happened after tht...............but then at the end was a cheer-for-ur-most-favorite performance...............I practically screamed my head off for Synclonize XD!!!!!!!! N................they won!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha then after an encore performance from them,IR ended..........

So then,after tht,KYu,me n TS (1 of my bro's fren) walked 2 SP............on de way we saw this middle-eastern looking dude who had,SUPER TONED ARMS..................lol when he waled past us,me n KYu were laughing our head off XD!!!!!!!!!!! Then when we got there,we didn't have much money on us..........=.=............so we walked around the whole mall n watched ppl skate in the ice-rink...........then went home at about 8.xx..............

So,tht's pretty much it for IR
Peace Out cuz i'm damn sleepy now.........haha ciao!!! ~ ;)

Running~

2009-04-11T15:18:00.000+08:00

woah........so fast 11 April d.................=.=........folio's not really moving............hw...haizz........anyway....I'm running 4 rumah hijau!!!!!!!! lol........not like it's a big deal.....being my 1st time running on a track..........LOL HAHA XD!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 thing I'm worried about tho' is that I'm in 200 meters n 1x400 meters(baton passing)...............XP...........I NEVER took part in anything with running (xept ball games) b'cuz I thought tht I'm a slow-ass-slob.........=.=...n then rumah hijau giler kesian cuz almost no1 showed up 4 practice......n I got chosen cuz I showed up.....=.=........so now I'm trying 2 figure a way 2 train 4 de Sports Day thing with all my hw piling up.....=P...........so......ppl from my skool who knows me..........pls can help me train???? since most of u all r frisbee players.....haha so guys who r not from my skool...........wish me luck yea XD!!!!!!

Peace Out!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s. this post was written without thought so most of it sounds like crap haha

Twilight the Novel

2009-04-05T20:28:00.000+08:00

LOL I'm soooo addicted 2 the novel version of Twilight now........soo much tht I finished it in 1 day (counting the hours) XD!!!!!!!!!!!! N then I moved on 2 New Moon......which I finished in 3 days cuz I was bz looking up info for that damned sejarah folio..........F@CK it............"Malaysian Goverment shd encourage reading among citizens"...........THEN Y ARE THE BOOKS SOO BLOODY EXPENSIVE??????????? There was not 1 book I picked up tht cost less than Rm30 (xept MrMidnight =p) Seriously,even travel books on our country cost Rm40-90 (WTFH???) Our own country.......n we have 2 pay a whopping amount like Rm 59.90 to learn bout it.......=.=.....tht's y I HATE M'sia's book selling system..............about 3/4 books in MPH would cost,like, I dunno, ALOT LESS EXPENSIVE????? Me,a person who LOVES novels has 2 suffer looking at all those beautiful books on their shelves n then flipping out at the sight of their price tags..........haizz..........

Well,tht all 4 this post..........HELLO ON9 MANGA!!!!!!!!!
lol =3

Pwned!!!!!!!!

2009-04-04T00:04:00.000+08:00

I finally got what it means!!!!!!! lol after dunno how long........=.=.............anyway, here's the best definition of pwned.......

LOL!!!!!!!!!!! XD

Booooriiiiiiing!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-02T22:31:00.000+08:00

Seriously.......nothing in my current life is awesome.............xept Limewire n manga............even Youtube sux nowadays man............bcuz of videos getting copyrighted..........=.=.........wth........anyway.....shitty things lately..........

Sejarah folio oni got 3 months 2 do.......hav 2 type it summore.........n I hate doing it on comp....
Geo folio also have 2 do...........
Getting sleepy in class almost everyday......
Cell's "breaking up"...........cuz college ppl muz go college cell.......so oni me n viv left cuz adrian moving 2 b.jalil aso.........
My "masterpiece" drawing got a 17/30 (GILER LOW!!!!!!! DO U KNOW HOW 2 MARK???) seriously......its like 1 of my best drawings of a rough-sketch fox....i'd post a pic but my camera sux n dunno how 2 scan -.- hehe
WBS teacher wants a printed name list of ppl in d class........I WHERE GOT TIME 2 DO THT??

Anyway.......all the best 2 Adrian.............good luck 2 me who's gonna b in the other cell in the same house.......their group giler big..........I dunno if I can fit in or not cuz I'm like,giler shy on d 1st day..........well.......MP3 SAVE ME!!!!!!!!! haha

I guess thts it 4 this blog..........

p.s : I got 78 for sejarah!!!!! haha n bm is still being marked........hurry up lar!!!lol bye 4 now!!!

addicted 2 PCD's I Don't Need A Man ^^

Back n Bored

2009-03-27T18:49:00.000+08:00

Wassup!! Sry I was away 4 a long time.............lotsa BORING stuff 2 do.......haha anyway.........since I had no time 2 blog this whole week,I'll juz cram everything into1 post (sure 4get 2 put sum stuff in wan haha) anyway..........here's what happened since my last blog........

There was a charity bazaar at metropolitan on the 21st............apart from playing with the juice maker n "stealing" some food from my LEO's skool's stall..........the rest was pretty boring =.=............at least the bee hoon was pretty decent........the spaghetti my skool's stall was selling was like.........plain,tasteless noodles with sauce flavored water.....giler dilluted........(no offence yea).....n then......at skool.......I got my exam results............

72 for maths.......=0
87 for english....=.= turun....
80 for moral.......not like it really matters =p
60 for kh......I was 3/4 asleep when I did it......-.-
88 for geo.....=)
72 for science...wth 3 marks 2 an A..=<
Still waiting on sejarah.........

Other than tht.......I can't really remember anything else 2 put in this post..............so....ciao 4 now......;3

Daft Punk

2009-03-18T00:33:00.000+08:00

Wassup!!!!!!!!!!! Juz here 2 update my blog n tell u bout Daft Punk,my favorite French house DJs!!!! In case ur wondering, house is sumthing like electro,a little bit of techno and pop (my definition =p)

Here's a live performance of them doing a remix of One More Time and Aerodynamic from their animated "movie" Interstella 5555 : The 5toryof the 5ecret 5tar 5ystem at Wireless Festival 2007.
Enjoy ^^

Here's part 2,a remix of Rollin' & Scratching,Da Funk and Superheroes(I'm not really familiar with the songs, but the combo is super!!

The light performance is AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bitchiness~

2009-03-14T15:30:00.000+08:00

Here's a random rant about something terrible happening in my school lately............................bitchiness...................................

So......remember my "BF" S? well,lately she's been .......well............bitchy.............Now I have come up with some names 4 her............I know its not nice.............but I have nth better 2 do rite now except bitch about her n get high 2 Soulja Boy's Yahhh Trick Yahhh........LOL.........
N the rant starts now....................

Okay,I heard this from my lala,Kho............apparently her royal bitchiness asked Gen if she n d guys (from my 1st post n egg-tart's bday) if they wanted 2 go skating during the skool hols.....so she named the guys then......................"what about Sarah?U wanna call her ah?" n Gen was like, yea n then S asked "U wanna call Kho ar?".........Gen said yea.......WTH???????? S acts like me n Kho r not in her gang anymore.........issit cuz we're in B class n she's in A? We're not in her class???? Oni call the A class ppl oni....=.=...........

N then.......S sumtimes goes 2 Kho's house 4 lunch.......n here's what Kho told me.........S said "lala,ur mums cooking not so nice 2day..."....................WTH??? Ppl's mum good enough 2 cook 4 u.........what right do you have 2 complain????? plus Kho's mum juz got back from work so she's tired lar n who can cook perfectly everday????? WHAT A BITCH!

Number 3...: the royal bitchiness flirts with almost every boy we(me,Kho n Gen) know.............I mean EVERY boy..........here's some examples..........................she puts on a "cute" voice (2 me its sounds fricking annoying n makes me wanna slap her.....seriously)....she moves her arms like she's a squid or sumthing(ANNOYING) n she flirts anywhere,anytime.........=.=.......she even flirts with Gen's ex-crushes!! WHAT IS UR PROB?????? e.g : there was this time in the Sains n Matematik club time (again I wasn't there cuz I'm sick enuf of the subs in normal skool time so I joined LEO) so according 2 Kho n Gen......S was sitting at the side of the lab's 4th table n could see the board clearly.........but guess what????? Oh NO............She made herself move 2 the 1st table where BumbleBee (nicknames I made up for each of Gen's crushes....it stuck on Transformers) was sitting.........n he was sitting at the other end of the table so it was a bit hard 2 c the board...............n she MOVED from the perfect viewing place n sat NEXT 2 him....WTF??? n then another time, she asked Optimus Prime 2 be her kor kor........n then about 9 weeks later asked him if he still liked her ( he admitted he liked her last year) IN FRONT OF HIS FRENS............it doesn't take a genius 2 know a guy has pride n ego the size of his head.............but anyway...the jackass said he still does......HE STILL DOES???? even after she got a boyfriend??????? n mind u,he's not the only guy that still likes her..........Cutting short......to S : U HAVE ALREADY GOT A DUMBASS BOYFREN SO QUIT HANGING ON OTHER DUDES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(the reason I called him dumbass is because she flirts IN FRONT of him with his friends n he doesn't notice)

*phewww - the sound of trying 2 calm down*

N another reason I'm hatin' on her is cuz she went ape-shit on me last year......here's how it went : okay so I went over 2 her class 4 moral time........so yea I was like hi,hey wassup n stuff then I sat next 2 her la cuz we were good frens tht time.........n then.......4 NO REASON AT ALL.........she started throwing her file n stuff at the wall..........so we all were like WTH??? what's wrong with you? n tried 2 stop her lo..........but she wouldn't answer n started crying.........n then since majority of our gang was pengawas,they had 2 go down 2 bertugas so I was stuck there with her n missed my recess (looking back now, Y DID I SKIP A NICE SQUGGLE BUN FOR AN APE-SHITTING BIATCH?) anyway..........as I was going over the edge n really gonna beat her up literally verbal n physical 4 throwing a table........her "wonderful" boyfren was like almost begging me not 2 so I gave him face.......n he tried 2 talk 2 her but she didn't listen.......so then after recess,they came back up n saw us...........I lost it and went back 2 my class which was next door CRYING ( can u believe tht?? she made me,ME,ME!!!!!!!!!! cry over her) then my class mates were like wht happened 2 her?? n I shouted back "DUNNO.I DUN GIVE A F**** ABOUT HER ANYMORE!" n broke down.......these are 1 of the moments where u had 2 be there 2 understand the stich............n to think I blamed myself 4 not being a good fren....why the F did I do tht?

OKAY.......I'd better stop now b4 I work myself up....n if u're wondering why I posted this...........well its juz 2 give public awareness on how bitchy sum1 can get...........n HOPE S READS THIS N REALIZES : U ARE A F***ING BITCH!!!!!!!!
Don't mess with me.......U won't like me when I'm angry................=p

Congratz 2 the SPM-ers

2009-03-13T21:00:00.000+08:00

So yea....congratz 2 da Spm-ers...............WELL DONE MACHAS!!!!!!!!!! haha here's some people who did care enough 2 reply my message.........

Cw : 12 A1 and a grade 6C for chinese (12 A1!!!!)
Zy : 8 A1 n 2 A2 (macho....got an A 4 Bm haha considering he hates it)
Eu-tjin : 7 A1 n 2 A2 (not tht bad....)
Jimmy : 7 A (dunno how many subs he took)

So....thts the people I managed 2 get a reply from......but I dont have many frens from last year Spm so.....yea....thts it.......

Belanja me plssss on your great victory!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha jk...but seriously......;P

Dang.......

2009-03-13T14:57:00.000+08:00

EXAMS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 4 now..........n then its folios 4 1 whole week........scrapping my holiday plans.......so.........here's a random blog bout the exams ^^

Soo.......exams were okayyyy this time round.......i almost fell asleep during KH..........managed 2 write good crap 4 BM..........screwed simple sums in Maths......Geo was okay.......Science was messed up......(how can I forget there's only 0.03% of carbon dioxide in the air????? me the dumbass wrote 3%.........=.=)...............English was not bad.........Sejarah = WTH?......Seni was FUN.....here's why : our sejarah teacher.....Pn. XXX was in our class 4 d seni paper time.....n then cuz its seni......every1 finished it in like.....15 minutes or so.....so as every1 knows....SLEEP!!!!!!!!! after d paper.........n u know what she did???? She didn't let us sleep....[dramatic music]......LOL..........those who were even stoning n rotting on their desks (including me =p) got "scolded" by her.....e.g."kamu datang ke sekolah untuk tidur ke?"........wth......we can't conteng d paper,talk 2 our frens,study 4 the next paper or even sleep.......seriously wth?????n then she went out 4 a while n our seni teacher came in.......so she asked us 2 sleep since we finished the paper alredy.......n the we LAUGHED........n told her why......LOL.......

N then 2day.....sumthing major shitty happened.....Kh got misunderstood by our science teacher 4 changing answers when he was collecting the papers........he wasn't doing anything!!! Since I was sitting bout......3 tables? at the back of him....he stopped at mine 2 check mine n his answers cuz it was English n I'm like, the "best" in d class (=p XD) so he wanted 2 check lo.......n then the teacher misunderstood n thought he was changing the answer on his sheet.......so his name got written........n then he was emo (he was emo!!!!! I thought he had NO emo side!!!LOL)so I hoped my lame jokes cheered him up abit......=.=.....anyway.......hope his results will come out okay.....

N tht's the end 2 this random post................. =p LOL
Peace Out!!!~