Migrane..

OMG...these headaches are literally worsening......Decided to bend the rules a bit n crap it all out here. Lets see..really bad headaches, trials in 27 days, my add math n chem still sucks.......and i'm dreaming that you forgave me.....damn this infernal mind of mine.

The seriousness spikes

Okay now its full on all the way here. Trials are in two months and SPM in 4. By the grace of God and by my willpower shall I do well in facing the gateway to the yellow brick road. All the best to those sitting for testes out there too, be it on paper or otherwise ;)

Goodbye note

6 more mondays till you leave. Should I tell you those three words that have been on the tip of my tongue when I found out? I don't want you to leave here feeling like you've left something behind. And yet, I still really want you to know. Silly me to expect you still feel what we did all those years ago. But it wouldn't hurt to take a shot right? Well, lets see what happens.

Rain on my parade

The first test of three starts in a matter of hours. shit. Hope I'm in better shape than I was last time. Gotta push aside all the other...problems I've been encountering. God help me

Unknown

and for once, in her overplanned, good-girl life, she just didn't give a damn.
she's sick of those who bully her, claming it's for her own good.
she's tired of trying so hard to just satisfy everyone's expectations.
she's done believing he still has a chance.
she's sucked it all up.
she's gonna let loose all that shit held inside her and have a blast doing it.
she's gonna work hard and show everyone just how awesome she is.
she's me :)

Heartbreaker

I'm sorry for breaking your heart. Seems my judgment has been clouded by past events. But I'm pretty sure of one thing. You like me more than I liked you. I think I'm making up all kinds of excuses not only because this year holds my future but also because I'm afraid to get involved again. I've never expected to get so worked up about the previous arrangement and just screw my trust in significant others up. Looks like he really rocked my world. But, priorities first. This year is no time for whatever bullshit I'm stirring up about affairs of this stupid little heart of mine. All I can do is just apologise to you, pick myself up and set everything straight before its too late. I can't guarentee what will happen after that..

Invisible Tears

God have mercy on me not to feel the pain I have felt today ever again. If I cry like that another time, my heart will squash itself to death.